https://www.domainofexperts.com/2017/12/i-was-bullied-in-primary-school-by-my.html
my p4, p5, p6 teachers all dont like me, my classmates mostly also ostracized me too.
this continued when i went to sec sch. my sec sch teachers openly insult and humiliate me in class too. classmates also dont like me.
things improved when i went to poly but the experiences from p4 to sec 4 alr damaged me. i have never been able to forget and move on from these unhappy experiences for the last 23 years and ultimately also affected my days in working society as well. i always have the feeling that people dont accept me and laughing behind my back. so i tend not to interact with people as much as possible, this is one of the most consistent behaviour over the last 23 years.
it has been very tough because in society u cant work alone. so very often when i have an issue i find myself stuck 求助无门 that kind.
but then i guess everyone is correct that i am the real problem instead since so many ppl dont like me.