i think of a lot of work on my hands, taking 2 courses, going for interviews, kena tonnes of shit at work that i have to look for job
along with 1000 other things i decided to be selfish
then i think of me having to clear the shit i will definitely explode then need to take more pills which will affect my health and memory
frankly growing old is damn sian
下辈子不要做人
鱼与熊掌不可兼得
i prep everything liao the wheelchair. clear the table the sofa wiped and put the water proof bedsheet and stuff and i still
过不了我自己这一关
i feel mentally tired and 体力透支
Everytime i got this last minute cold feet thing for many things fr impt to not so impt ones
I feel im like quite hum ji in many things
trust your body
I rly feel mentally and physically tired and drained
I feel nth gg great in life like money, work friendships rship and all
Like rly nth good to show for or to him
Then bring him back is like to make myself abide by filial piety
Deep inside i maxed out then got to deal with shit by colleagues
Kind of want to take a few pills and see hw long i can sleep. Not rly suicidal but just want to see can slp hw long... still want to wake up but like want to slp entire weekend away
tonight go find some zeh zeh to confide
zeh zehs are the best
I wonder which is worse. Real heck care of fake filial piety
真小人或伪君子
Certain times in our life overwhelm with duties & responsibilities.
Take one step at a time & clear one by one....You will see light at end of tunnel :s12:
Quote from: Suntan on May 03, 2025, 04:56 PMCertain times in our life overwhelm with duties & responsibilities.
Take one step at a time & clear one by one....You will see light at end of tunnel :s12:
Recently many things not smooth esp work
Quote from: default on May 03, 2025, 05:00 PMRecently many things not smooth esp work
10-15 yrs ago, moi life also not smooth plus a few family members kenna cancer, so in out hospital really like home daily. Plus work got mobbing, took further study to getaway....
It's ok to be selfish at times. U need to be a little selfish